You've been livin' way too long,
In broken-promise land.
Your dreams crushed an' scattered,
Like a million grains of sand.
I'd love to be your redemption,
But I am just a man,
I may never be a hero.
But I'am a rock you can lean on.

If I don't love you like you deserve;
If I don't stop every tear you're cryin';
If I don't make your life,
A Heaven on this earth,
I'll die tryin'.
I'll die tryin'.

I'll listen to your secret prayer,
An' share your deepest wish;
Search for a hundred years,
Just to find the perfect kiss.
Of everything within my power,
There's nothin' I won't give,
To be that part of you an' your life,
Oh, that takes what's wrong an' makes it right.

If I don't love you like you deserve;
If I don't stop every tear you're cryin';
If I don't make your life,
A Heaven on this earth,
I'll die tryin'.
I'll die tryin'.

I may never be a hero,
But I'm a rock you can lean on.

If I don't love you like you deserve;
If I don't stop every tear you're cryin';
If I don't make your life,
A Heaven on this earth,
I'll die tryin'.
Oh, I'll die tryin'.
I'll die tryin'.

FEELIN LIKE ~~: cold
BOUNCIN TOO ~~: Lonestar

I’m waitin’ on the sun to set cause yesterday aint over yet I started smoking cigaretts there’s nothing else to do I guess Dusty roads aint made for walking, spinning tires aint made for stoppin’ I’m giving up on love cause love’s given up on me I gave it everything I had and everything I got was bad Life aint hard but it’s too long to live it like some country song Trade the truth in for a lie, cheating really aint a crime I’m giving up on love cause love’s given up on me Forget you high society, I’m soakin’ it in Kereosne Light ‘em up and watch them burn, teach them what they need to learn HA! Dirty hands aint made for shakin’, aint a rule that aint worth breakin’ Well I’m giving up on love cause love’s given up on me Now I don’t hate the one who left You He’s out there holding on to someone, I’m holding up my smoking gun I’ll find somewhere to lay my blame the day she changes her last name Well I’m giving up on love cause love’s given up on me Well I’m giving up on love HEY love’s given up on me

FEELIN LIKE ~~: drained
BOUNCIN TOO ~~: Blue October

i never said i'd lie in wait forever
if i died we'd be together
i can't always just forget her
but she could try

at the end of the world
or the last thing i see
you are never coming home, never coming home
could i? should i?

and all the things that you never ever told me
and all the smiles that are ever, ever, ever

get the feeling that you're never
all alone
and i remember now
at the top of my lungs, in my arms
she dies, she dies

at the end of the world
or the last thing i see
you are never coming home, never coming home
could i? should i?

and all the things that you never ever told me
and all the smiles that are ever gonna hug me
never coming home, never coming home
could i? should i?

and all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
for all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me
if i fall, if i fall down

at the end of the world
or the last thing i see
you are never coming home, never coming home
never coming home, never coming home

and all the things that you never ever told me
and all the smiles that are ever gonna hug me
never coming home, never coming home
could i? should i?

and all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
for all the ghosts that are never gonna

This has sure changed

Ohhhhhh I havent wrote in here in a lil while.... dont I just suck..Lol
Sooooo as I have admitted to..Im a huge Willy Wonka fan...Lol..Im counting the days till Charlie and The Choclate Factory comes out..what can I say I have been waiting sooooooooooo long for this movie.... haha...
Anyway... thank god finals are about to be over and its going to be SUMMMMMMMMER .......yay!!
Oh BTW Madison turns 6 years old on Saturday....I cant beleive that... shes gowning up so fast!!..sad thing is... I dont want her to grow up...Lol =)

Well I have alot I could write about but I really dont feel like it.. cus I think I have embarassed myself by admitting Im really a Willy Wonka closet fan.. who just came out....hahah..

Or maybe I need to go back on my meds.. haha j/k

hugzzzzzzzzzzzz and uber kissssssssesssssss
<3

FEELIN LIKE ~~: artistic
BOUNCIN TOO ~~: EAGELS~~~~~

God Im glad it's FRIDAY.........

It's bee a long week.. and it sucked cus I'm sick with broncitis.. =(

Seems like it's one fuck up after another.. -go me-

My stereo ate 3 of my CD's.... the damn whore".. gawd...I beat on it too.. not that it heped but it felt good anyway.. Soooo now I dont have a stereo..-fucker-.. well I have the radio but cant play any CD's.. -bastard-

So I had to pick up Madison and she's spending the night..again

HEY DIRTAYYYY ..... BABY I GOT YOUR MONEY... DONT YOU WORRY SAY HEY... "love this song"

anyway.. Oh yeah.. hurt my back.. mhm.. yeah it feels pretty fucked up.. I can hardly stand after I sit..

Sooooooooooo yeah Im having a great week... -go me-

Ok.. Ima go find some heat...Lol..

HUGZZZZ AND KISSSSSSES <3

FEELIN LIKE ~~: sick
BOUNCIN TOO ~~: HEY DIRTAY BABY I GOT UR MONEY $